a n g e r section.
do you have a quick temper?:
Definitely.
what do you do when you’re mad?:
Internalize it. Then scream and bitch later. Sometimes I will blow up at the person pissing me off.
what’s the worst thing you’ve done when you were mad?:
Threatened them with bodily harm.
if you can take back time, would you have never done this?:
Nope. She deserved being yelled at and threatened.
ever made anyone cry when you were mad?:
No idea. They didn't cry in front of me...
ever physically hurt someone when you were mad?:
Yes…
do you curse when you’re mad?:
Of course. But swearing is a part of my regular vocab....
c r y i n g section.
when was the last time you really cried your heart out?:
3 years ago, when my grandfather died.
ever cried yourself to sleep?:
Nope.
ever cried on your friend’s shoulder?:
Nope.
ever cried over the opposite sex?:
Yes. Only once tho. stupid boy.
do you cry when you get an injury?:
no. eyes watering from pain, yes. but crying? no.
do certain songs make you cry?:
Yup.
can you make yourself cry?:
Ya. I just think of super depressing shit.
p a i n section.
what’s the hardest thing you’ve ever had to go through?:
my grandfather's death.
what’s the worst thing you’ve done to yourself?:
Think shitty things about myself. either that or punching through a window.
what’s the worst thing you’ve done to somebody else?:
threatening, insulting, yelling, hitting.
ever had a painful break up?:
of course. only one though.
what about the old ‘pain for pleasure’?:
Kendo and tattooing.
how depressed can you get?:
pretty depressed sometimes. usually i just get really quite.
do you inflict pain on yourself?:
Well, i do get tattoed and i did play kendo (hopefully will play again some day).
h a p p y section.
are you normally a happy person?:
sure. when the anger isn't there...
what can make you happy?:
Mike, Cooper, friends, thinking about vacations, faraway friends and thinking about seeing them again...
do you wish you were happier?:
no. im fine.
what makes you the happiest?:
I don't know. It varies.
is being happy overrated?:
Yes…
what about being with your friends, does that make you happy?:
Yes. And i really miss faraway friends. being with them right now would make me SUPER happy.
can music make you happy?:
ya.
l o v e section.
how many times have you had your heart broken?:
Once.
do you still have feelings for any of your old significant others?:
Definitely not.
have you ever loved someone so much, that you’d die for them?:
I guess so. Mike. no one else though..although i could say that about some friends i have.
did you ever love a guy/girl, tell them that, and only got ‘thanks’ as a reply?:
no.
ever loved someone so much, it hurt and made you cry?:
Yeah.
has anyone besides your friends and family ever said ‘i love you’ to you?:
Yes.
ever stopped a relationship because they didn’t say ‘i love you’?:
No.
h a t e section.
who do you actually hate?:
Katherine, Karishma, Dejana. I think that is it. I hate some celebrities, politicians, but those three a those that i hate that i personally know.
ever made a hit list?:
no. that's far too incriminating.
have you ever been on a hit list?:
no clue. probably
are you a mean bully?:
no.
do you hate any one that breaks your heart?:
huh? i don't think so.
do you hate George Bush?:
I think he's a fucking religious fucking idiot. i don't know if i HATE him, but i sure don't like him or what he stands for.
s e l f - e s t e e m section.
is your self-esteem extremely low?:
no.
do you believe in yourself?:
sure.
when people say they think you are pretty, do you deny you are?:
of course. if i said thanks, that would just be conceited wouldn't it?
are you happy with who you are?:
About 90%.
do you wish you can be someone else?:
No.
THANKS ESTEE!! *HUGS*
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