Wednesday, July 27, 2005

so very meh lately

You know....im really sick of the internet. really. other than checking my email, i really have no desire to be online at all. that would be part of the reason for my lack of posting. i just don't have anything to say....and as sad as this is...i almost feel too lazy to post. i don't know. i really love this one messageboard, but i have no desire to post on it, or read anything on there anymore. maybe its burnout or something.

even know, i don't really know what to say. my friend allyson just got married in NYC, which was a fun time. i ate lots and did some shopping. I hear that MOnkey is home again...WELCOME BACK MONKEY!!! hurry up and finish your undergrad, so you can come and do your master's in toronto! hahahaha....i miss you guys a lot..but that of course goes without saying. but really, nothing at all has been going on. i figure there is no point in posting all the time if all im gonna say is 'work is boring, but good money.'....

meh.

Sunday, July 10, 2005

something to say

wow....been a while...but i actually have some stuff to tell you about!!

as of yesterday we have started a 12 hour rotation at my work. this is WICKED!!! especially since i woulda had to get another job...but not now cos i am FULL TIME!!! i work day shift, 0630-1830. Getting up is hard, but once im up...its alright...I work 3 on, 2 off, 2 on, 3 off...I started so i work Sat/Sun/Mon off Tues/Wed, work Thurs/Fri off Sat/Sun/Mon and so on. Pretty sweet eh? wheee!!! plus now i get all the perks of being full time. Full benefits, wicked holiday pay. Get this. If i work on a holiday (say xmas day) I get double time. Which means i make almost 40$/hr. OR I can work, get time and a half (about 28$/hr) and get a lieu day later on. OR i can take the day off and get REGULAR PAY!!!! shit man...its a fucking win-win situation here!! hahaha

this full time-ness is also good, cos it means i can save money/pay off debts faster which of course means that maybe i could actually VISIT!!!!!!

I am going to NYC at the end of the month for my friends wedding, so that should be fun. I have been to NYC a few times, but only to play shows. I haven't ever really just wandered around and done some shopping....i am pretty excited. I just went up to a friend's cottage for a few days last week. I brought Cooper and he brought his dog Ceaser (cooper's boyfriend ehhe) . it was so fucking cute...they were swimming and playing in the water!! haha...cuuuuuuuuuuute!!!

actually, i guess that is about it....haha...i am really obsessed with the actor Adrien Brody lately. Man...he is fucking hot....

Saturday, July 02, 2005

more of this stuff

a n g e r section.

do you have a quick temper?:
Definitely.

what do you do when you’re mad?:
Internalize it. Then scream and bitch later. Sometimes I will blow up at the person pissing me off.

what’s the worst thing you’ve done when you were mad?:
Threatened them with bodily harm.

if you can take back time, would you have never done this?:
Nope. She deserved being yelled at and threatened.

ever made anyone cry when you were mad?:
No idea. They didn't cry in front of me...

ever physically hurt someone when you were mad?:
Yes…

do you curse when you’re mad?:
Of course. But swearing is a part of my regular vocab....

c r y i n g section.

when was the last time you really cried your heart out?:
3 years ago, when my grandfather died.

ever cried yourself to sleep?:
Nope.

ever cried on your friend’s shoulder?:
Nope.

ever cried over the opposite sex?:
Yes. Only once tho. stupid boy.

do you cry when you get an injury?:
no. eyes watering from pain, yes. but crying? no.

do certain songs make you cry?:
Yup.

can you make yourself cry?:
Ya. I just think of super depressing shit.

p a i n section.

what’s the hardest thing you’ve ever had to go through?:
my grandfather's death.

what’s the worst thing you’ve done to yourself?:
Think shitty things about myself. either that or punching through a window.

what’s the worst thing you’ve done to somebody else?:
threatening, insulting, yelling, hitting.

ever had a painful break up?:
of course. only one though.

what about the old ‘pain for pleasure’?:
Kendo and tattooing.

how depressed can you get?:
pretty depressed sometimes. usually i just get really quite.

do you inflict pain on yourself?:
Well, i do get tattoed and i did play kendo (hopefully will play again some day).

h a p p y section.

are you normally a happy person?:
sure. when the anger isn't there...

what can make you happy?:
Mike, Cooper, friends, thinking about vacations, faraway friends and thinking about seeing them again...

do you wish you were happier?:
no. im fine.

what makes you the happiest?:
I don't know. It varies.

is being happy overrated?:
Yes…

what about being with your friends, does that make you happy?:
Yes. And i really miss faraway friends. being with them right now would make me SUPER happy.

can music make you happy?:
ya.

l o v e section.

how many times have you had your heart broken?:
Once.

do you still have feelings for any of your old significant others?:
Definitely not.

have you ever loved someone so much, that you’d die for them?:
I guess so. Mike. no one else though..although i could say that about some friends i have.

did you ever love a guy/girl, tell them that, and only got ‘thanks’ as a reply?:
no.

ever loved someone so much, it hurt and made you cry?:
Yeah.

has anyone besides your friends and family ever said ‘i love you’ to you?:
Yes.

ever stopped a relationship because they didn’t say ‘i love you’?:
No.

h a t e section.

who do you actually hate?:
Katherine, Karishma, Dejana. I think that is it. I hate some celebrities, politicians, but those three a those that i hate that i personally know.

ever made a hit list?:
no. that's far too incriminating.

have you ever been on a hit list?:
no clue. probably

are you a mean bully?:
no.

do you hate any one that breaks your heart?:
huh? i don't think so.

do you hate George Bush?:
I think he's a fucking religious fucking idiot. i don't know if i HATE him, but i sure don't like him or what he stands for.

s e l f - e s t e e m section.

is your self-esteem extremely low?:
no.

do you believe in yourself?:
sure.

when people say they think you are pretty, do you deny you are?:
of course. if i said thanks, that would just be conceited wouldn't it?

are you happy with who you are?:
About 90%.

do you wish you can be someone else?:
No.


THANKS ESTEE!! *HUGS*

Friday, June 24, 2005

new post...

so sorry for not updating in forever...but really...nothing is going on..haha...we are going full time at my work, so i will likely be working 0630-1830 on a rotation...but other than that...it has been super hot here lately..singapore weather!! YAY!!! man..but really nothing has happened...hahahaha...but i will post this:

First, name 20 people you know (list them randomly).
1. Estee
2. Shermaine
3. Kevin
4. Joanne
5. Mike
6. Rob
7. Eugene
8. Wensi
9. Luke
10. Natalie
11. Matt
12. Brendon
13. Jeff
14. Lisa
15. Adam
16. Jack
17. Lindsay
18. Steve
19. Anthony
20. Dax

*wow..that was actually hard to name that many people -_-*
Then, fill this out according to the people youchose!!

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Is 9 a boy or a girl?
nope. luke is a boy.

Would 11 and 2 make a cute couple?
hmmm...Shermaine and Matt...haha..i don't think so...hahaha...

How about 18 and 4?:
Steve and Joanne..sure but me thinks peepee would be mad :)

When was the last time you talked to 12?
Brendon...yesterday...when we took the dogs out

What is 6’s favorite band?
Rob...easy...Bolt Thrower

Does 1 have any siblings?
Estee..yes..a brother and a CUTE baby sis

Would you ever date 3?
LOL KEVIN!!! i think that joanne would be angry

Would you ever date 7?
Eugene...SURE!! we slept together many times and took a trip together already!

Is 16 single?
I don't think so...but i don't know Jack too well...

What’s 15’s last name?:
Adam Hobbs

What’s 5’s middle name?
Mike..his middle name is David

What’s 10’s hobby?
Nataly...i would say drinking..haha

Tell me a random fact about 11
Matt has two dogs and they are cute

And 1
Estee makes friendship bands..but keeps forgetting mine :(

Have you ever had a crush on 8?
Wensi....no...but on her sweet puppy maybe..hehe

Where does 9 live?:
Luke...not too sure..in toronto somewhere...

What’s 4’s favorite color?:
hmmm..Joanne...i dont' know..

Are 5 & 6 best friends?:
Mike and Rob...sure!!

Does 7 like 20?
Eugene and Dax...good question....

How did you meet 15?
Adam..i met him through work...

Does 10 have any pets?
Nataly..i think she had a cat once...

Does 17 like 19?
Lindsay and Anthony dont' know eachother.

Is 12 older than you?
Yes. Brendon is a bit older...

Is 1 the sexiest person?
YES!!!!

Have you ever given 13 a hug?
Nope....not that kind of relationship..hehe

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thanks estee!!

Wednesday, June 08, 2005

from estee....

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Jaime
2. jto
3. stupid canadian

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. yakuza no okashira
2. i live in the weak and the wounded
3. jto_fo_sho

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. Eyes
2. fore arms
3. lips

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON’T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. thighs
2. calves
3. gut

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. British
2. Canadian
3. Icelandic

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. Loneliness
2. Spiders
3. Losing people

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Oxygen
2. Water
3. Food

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY NON-ESSENTIAL FOR LIFE ESSENTIALS: (huh?)
1. shopping
2. Sleeping?
3. TV

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. TShirt
2. Long sleeve shirt
3. boots

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS:
1. KillSwitch Engage
2. Blink 182
3. Do As Infinity

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS:
1. Frou Frou - Let Go
2. Pirates of the Caribbean OST - Skulls and Crossbones
3. Underoath - Reinventing your exit

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. To be needed.
2. To be loved.
3. To be respected.

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in no particular order):
1. I love Mike.
2. I love my family.
3. I am in great shape and happy with my body.

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. His smile.
2. His height (tall).
3. His body

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. TV
2. Your Tax Dollars At Work
3. Sleeping

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Sleep.
2. Go home.
3. Watch a movie.

THREE CAREERS YOU’RE CONSIDERING/YOU’VE CONSIDERED:
1. Teacher
2. Police
3. Foreign Service

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. Australia
2. singapore
3. hong kong

THREE KID’S NAMES YOU LIKE:
1. Jack
2. Parker
3. Madeleine

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. have a decent job.
2. Have kids.
3. Travel.

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY:
1. I am a tomboy
2. I never wear skrits/dresses/makeup etc.
3. I like bruises and scars.

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL:
1. i love products.
2. have been known to obsess over hair/appearance/fatness.
3. Extremely bitchy.

THREE CELEB CRUSHES:
1. Anthony Lapglia (from Without A Trace)
2. William Petersen (CSI)
3. Johnny Depp.

THREE PEOPLE THAT I WOULD LIKE TO SEE TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW:
1. Joanne
2. Wensi
3. Shermaine

Sunday, May 29, 2005

i'm still here

hey all, i just wanted to say i am still around. Sorry for no bloggy lately, but really i don't have anything to say. just the same old same old. work, home, sleep, work, home, sleep. absolutely nothing going on...my work schedule is so fucked up right now that i can't really do anything. I have been feeling ultra nasty lately, and dying to go to the gym, but i work midnights, half the time have to come back to work after only 8 hours..so i have no time and i am exhausted.

hope everyone is doing well. and i promise, when something exciting happens, i will for sure let you all know!!

Saturday, May 28, 2005

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